I Kept Going.....kind of.

Second dance lesson. Oh my word !!!!! I AM SO OUT OF SHAPE!!!!! Two hours of dancing... I used to be able to go for hours. I'm so going to get back in shape. I have to do it for myself. Well, if I'm honest I have to do it for my family too. For my grandbabies (of which I have none at the moment). I hate that I have let myself go, but as they say I didn't get this way over night and it won't come off over night. I have to stay patient with myself.
Day 3 tomorrow!!!!!

If I'm Dancing I'm Living

First Ballroom Dancing Class. I can't believe I hadn't done this sooner. I felt more joy, more healthy and had more fun than I have had in a very long time.

Next class Thursday. So looking forward to it.

17 days until my girl is home. Almost two months until Matt is in the MTC. Going on a little over a month that Mark has been without a job. I have yet to figure out where to start with the down sizing. Especially since I don't know where I am moving.

Everyday is positive, I have to remember that.

Happy 4th

What a wonderful day. Sunshine, BBQ , cool pool, family and a nap. Looking forward to shakes later on. Its just Me, Mark, Matt and Nana for the holiday. Just a little bit a go, Matt came to see where I was. I was right here on my computer so he laid down on my bed while I was typing and now he's snoring. I love it.
Nicole will be home in 18 days and Matt will be going into the MTC on the 31st of August. Still don't know where we are moving.
I take a breath and the wait.

Limbo Sucks

I really don't like not knowing where we're going to live. Today Mark added another possible location. San Fran...... not sure how I feel about this. I've only been there once and wasn't looking at it as a place I could actually live someday.
So the positive side to this is, my husband is talented and experienced enough to have options.
Really trying to be ok with all this.